Hi !!

As every body knows (almost every body !), I've found an interim job and I'm happy to work again, cause I didn't work for a long time (3 years !), I just took care of my children and was so glad to do that !!

But now my children have grown so I think it's time to "reconnect" to the real world, and have more contacts, you know what I mean...

Well I'm not obliged to work since my husband found a good job too, but I can't imagine my life without working, whithout making smthg interesting.

This job in a large company is interesting and offers good opportunities so I'm very enthusiastic working there...

But (there is always a "but" !! lol) in the same time I feel so sad for my children, you know it's very hard to let them...

Fortunately I can rely on  grand-parents, who take care of them very well, but it is NOT the same !

When I'm at work and I look at my watch I always think "oh my god I will be late for school I have to hurry up !!" And then I say to myself "stupid girl it's not your turn to get them from school today !! You can count on your mother don't be so stressed !!" Arghhhh I CAN'T !!

That's impossible for me to do that now, I mean not to be stressed !!

When you have ALWAYS done everythg yourself I mean for your children, it's so hard to delegate to someone else. I  always think my mother (or my father in law, because He will take them at school next week, arghhh) will forget them, so I call her three or four times before 16:30 to say "hey mum please don't forget Doryan and Tom" It makes her laugh "How could I forget my little-children ???" OK OK keep cool and relax !!!

I know most of mums do that but I AM NOT most of mums !!!!

I try to trust people around me but believe me or not, it's not as simple!!

I have already difficulties with delegating to my husband (although he really IS a good father !!! He looks very well after his 2 little boys, he's so nice !)

I think it will be easier for me in the future cause my children will grow and grow...(Hey guys not too fast, ok ??)

I'm not used to let them alone that's all !!

Next week they will stay  in the after-school club for the first time.

They seem to enjoy this idea, but as we say : just wait and see !!

Anyway it's a new life for me and my family and i'm so glad because even if I have to do sacrifices, we will earn much more money and we will travel and buy a lot of things !!

I think it is worth it ! That's all folks !!!

Bye bye !!